The other day as I walked through my front door, I made sure I closed it behind me and I continued on with what I was doing. Then minutes later I heard a noise, a bump...I dismissed it as the wind blowing outside and I continued on with what I was doing. I later left what I was doing and walked into my living room to find that my front door was WIDE open. I thought I had previously closed it but to my surprise it blew open from the heavy gust of winds outside.
And of course if you know me, I saw a message in this. Sometimes you think doors have closed for you and perhaps may even feel you've done things to close the doors on things you are doing..But, the truth of the matter is as long as you know that DESTINY out weighs any circumstances that may occur, then you can expect your doors to your destiny to open for you...even when you thought they have been closed. As many doors that are being manufactured in all the manufacturing companies around the world, that's the infinite amount of opportunities for you to walk through an open door.
So, going through this wonderful journey called life expect closed doors to be open unexpectedly, expect the impossible things to be resolved in your favor, expect second and third chances...and EXPECT DESTINY TO APPEAR.
Now, most things come into our world through determination and a never give up attitude. Just as the heavy winds thrust my front door open, expect the force you put behind your dreams, goals and new ideas to thrust your doors open. And it's amazing that sometimes it may not take much force, just constant and steady persistance.
Your DOOR IS OPEN...now what?
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Monday, December 3, 2012
What does this all mean?
Each day we all go about our daily tasks, as if our lives are the only ones that really matter. I would like to think that my recent experiences have cause me to take a closer look at those around me. I am having the pleasure to study medicine abroad in a culture unlike what I am use to, with classmates from all over the globe. I have met students from all over the world and we all are here together at this point in time...WOW, that is amazing.
What does this all mean? I have friends here from India, Pakistan, Africa, Asia, South America, Canada and the USA...We are so rich in culture that I pray my ignorance of other cultures is slowly diminishing. And that I can truly say, is an achievement.
So, what does this all mean? We all had the same desire, same dream, same determination that guided our paths here. People from different backgrounds and different religions but in the end we all want the same end result. The satisfaction of completing our a goal. How do people from different walks of life have seeds planted in them the desire to improve, the desire to grow, and the desire to seek after? How do you learn to manifest the intangible and make it your reality? What school do you go to for that?
What does it all mean? Well, here is my take on it all. We were created in the Image of our Creator endowed with inevitable rights to our Destiny. Our Destiny to create our world. The Holy Scriptures says, "we are HIS workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works." We all are destined before the foundation of this world to do good...To help each other...to love each other...To live a happy, successful and fulfilled life. Through exposure and life lessons, we will grow into our own, will we all come into the knowledge of the TRUTH. How can I draw my brother or sister, if love does not reside geniunely in my heart for others that are not like me? How can I truly and passionately medically help others if Im limited in my thinking and exposure to who they are as a people? How can I help without a desire to LOVE.
So, what does this mean? It's all about LOVE...Love helping others that are not like you....Love yourself!....Love your family...Love the job you chose. Love the life you live... Love accomplishing your goals...LOVE LIFE!
1 Cor 13:13, "and now abide faith, hope and love, these three; and the greatest of these is LOVE.
Much love to you all, as you continue on your journey...
What does this all mean? I have friends here from India, Pakistan, Africa, Asia, South America, Canada and the USA...We are so rich in culture that I pray my ignorance of other cultures is slowly diminishing. And that I can truly say, is an achievement.
So, what does this all mean? We all had the same desire, same dream, same determination that guided our paths here. People from different backgrounds and different religions but in the end we all want the same end result. The satisfaction of completing our a goal. How do people from different walks of life have seeds planted in them the desire to improve, the desire to grow, and the desire to seek after? How do you learn to manifest the intangible and make it your reality? What school do you go to for that?
What does it all mean? Well, here is my take on it all. We were created in the Image of our Creator endowed with inevitable rights to our Destiny. Our Destiny to create our world. The Holy Scriptures says, "we are HIS workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works." We all are destined before the foundation of this world to do good...To help each other...to love each other...To live a happy, successful and fulfilled life. Through exposure and life lessons, we will grow into our own, will we all come into the knowledge of the TRUTH. How can I draw my brother or sister, if love does not reside geniunely in my heart for others that are not like me? How can I truly and passionately medically help others if Im limited in my thinking and exposure to who they are as a people? How can I help without a desire to LOVE.
So, what does this mean? It's all about LOVE...Love helping others that are not like you....Love yourself!....Love your family...Love the job you chose. Love the life you live... Love accomplishing your goals...LOVE LIFE!
1 Cor 13:13, "and now abide faith, hope and love, these three; and the greatest of these is LOVE.
Much love to you all, as you continue on your journey...
Sunday, November 11, 2012
The END is NEAR!
OH MY GOSH....the end of the semester is near...I can not believe how fast this semester has flown by. Last week we had a three day weekend and it was absolutely fabulous. Some friends and I went to Barbados...Afterwards we needed a vacation...LOL...None the less, it was well deserved..I also celebrated my birthday a bit early....Below is a picture I took from my hotel room...Absolutely breath taking...
So, Im desparately trying to find my focus to finish this semester strong. I have been totally on relax mode...and this week we started the Cardiovascular module and it all seems like Greek to me...We are getting into the in depth pathophysiology of atherosclerosis, angina, acute mycardial infarction, reading ECGs (EKGs) and learning all the arrhthymias, plus pharmacological treatment...I'm looking for my grove in all of this...But, I know I have to put my time in to get the best results possible come examination time. SO, I am making a commitment this day to FOCUS! (easier said than done, right)
Well, in times like these I have to go back over my whys. Why am I here? Why do I want to do this? Why now? Why not? What's stopping...and the bottomline is I've come too far to let weariness, or lack of focus stop me. I am here because I "decided" to go after a dream. I am here because this is a part of my destiny. I am here because I want to be here....
So, as the end draws near, I am going to keep it moving and take it one lecture at a time. Before you know it...I'll be on Christmas Break...Okay..Lets keep it moving...
Well, in times like these I have to go back over my whys. Why am I here? Why do I want to do this? Why now? Why not? What's stopping...and the bottomline is I've come too far to let weariness, or lack of focus stop me. I am here because I "decided" to go after a dream. I am here because this is a part of my destiny. I am here because I want to be here....
So, as the end draws near, I am going to keep it moving and take it one lecture at a time. Before you know it...I'll be on Christmas Break...Okay..Lets keep it moving...
Monday, October 8, 2012
One Step closer
I just finished my first block exam of the semester and I am so glad it over. This block was all about behavioral science, microbiology, pathology and pharmacology. This is what we called The Bugs and Drugs year of medical school. It’s all about diseases, treatments, and mechanism of actions, etc. With all the apparent causative agents of disease around us, it’s no wonder we are not all wearing masks and protective gear. Thank GOD for our immune system. Also, we are learning more clinical skills (that’s fun stuff.)
in the Amplified Bible and that really calmed my nerves.
John 14:14, "I
will grant, whatever you ask in My Name....I will ask the Father and He will
give you another Comforter that remains with you forever...I will not leave you
as orphans, comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless; I will come to
you....But, the Comforter who the Father will send in My name, He will teach
you all things. He will cause you to
recall (will remind you of, bring to your remembrance) everything I have told
you. Peace I leave with you; My peace I
now give and bequeath to you. Not as the
world gives do I give to you. Do not let
your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. (Stop allowing yourself to
be agitated and disturbed; and do not permit yourself to be fearful and
intimated and cowardly and unsettled.)
Now, was that a real answer or what? So, after receiving my confirmation that I'm
not in this alone...I settled down a bit and continued to study.
Several of my peers were feeling the same,
overwhelmed. But I'm glad I had a true
WORD to share to calm their fears. You
see it's not just about me and what I need and what I want. It's about getting more than enough so that I
can share it with others. (My cup runs
over..)
Another huge step towards my goal has been accomplished
today and it feels good. Although I have many more steps to take, this one is
over and done with. Thank GOD for
progress...
As you go forward in you plans today, know that the things you
accomplish today are yours. You can put
a check mark by them and say “that’s done.”
Then move to the next....
You can do it…You can have it…You can live the life you
desire…Take it one step at a time.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Things Change...
I was looking through some pictures on my facebook and found this picutre...
Jan 2010
I was in Anatomy and Physiology II at a local junior college, finishing my prereqs for medical school. In the picture we were dissecting a sheep's heart. Just two years and some odd months later, I am in medical school. WOW...
It's amazing in life how you graduate from level to level, and you can see the progress, you can see the difference...Athough those were some very challenging times for me, I was in the process of some very heated legal battles for my children, just lost my husband to prostate cancer, I was determined to not let anything stop me. And guess what, I DIDN'T. I realize that this present affliction was not forever. (2 Cor 4:17, For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory... ) I did not let the pains, hurts, and losses of this life stop me from pushing forward to a brighter future. I did not let the seemingly insurmountable tasks before for me, stop me. I did not let the unknown for tomorrow deter me from reaching towards my goal. All I can say is, "Thank YOU Father, for you knew my ending before my beginning."
Sometime you may be faced with challenges that seem impossible or seem that they will never end, BUT, if within those times you continue to make steps towards what you want in life or out of life you will get there. Life is truly a journey...How amazing it is, is up to you...
Things change...Keep pushing even when you feel you only have two steps in you and you know there are at least 100 more to go. keep pushing because you have what it takes. Keep pushing because those around you need your smiling face, your gleeming eyes to encourage them to do just the same. Keep pushing because within you there is greatness. Keep pushing...because THINGS CHANGE....
Now, go live your dream....
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
Monday, September 17, 2012
Transformation...
Transformation...I see it right before my eyes.
I see the young students that I first met here being transformed into doctors. Today, I'm feeling ever so grateful to be here at Ross. I love it here. I know no place is perfect, but I know I'm in the place I'm suppose to be and that feels good.
One of my fellow collegue posted that some of us here are weird. But, the truth of the matter is, we are all individuals desiring to make a different in the world, our world. I see the transformation and the growth in our small group sessions. I see it in our patient interviews. I see that beyond all of our individual quirkiness, we are all the same. We want to master the art of being a GREAT physician. I see the great anticipation of learning and grasping all that we can to be the best. With this observation, I can't help but say, I'm proud of my collegues. I proud of each collegue that has the courage to push and continue pushing to the next level. I proud of them going through the process, it takes to become that which they desire to be. They are transforming. I am tranforming...
One thing I've learn as I've grown wiser is to appreciate others for who they are. Thank GOd we are all not alike. How boring what it be if everyone was as gorgeous as I am? (just wanted to me you smile.) But, we all desire for the greater good to mainifest in our lives. So, please don't judge me today, because I am still growing. I am still learning. I'm in the process of outwardly manifesting that which is on the inside of me, the limitedless power of my Creator. Therefore, know that I'm cognitive of who I am, where I am going and what impact I wish to make in the world. I'm being transformed.
My question to you, do you see the transformation in your life that you desire to have? Did you know your reality is formed by how you see things? What change (s) do you wish to see? Did you know you have the power to make that change happen?
My Dear Friends, I wish you much success on your journey.
1 Cor 2:7-10
7But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory: 8 Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. 10 But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.
I see the young students that I first met here being transformed into doctors. Today, I'm feeling ever so grateful to be here at Ross. I love it here. I know no place is perfect, but I know I'm in the place I'm suppose to be and that feels good.
One of my fellow collegue posted that some of us here are weird. But, the truth of the matter is, we are all individuals desiring to make a different in the world, our world. I see the transformation and the growth in our small group sessions. I see it in our patient interviews. I see that beyond all of our individual quirkiness, we are all the same. We want to master the art of being a GREAT physician. I see the great anticipation of learning and grasping all that we can to be the best. With this observation, I can't help but say, I'm proud of my collegues. I proud of each collegue that has the courage to push and continue pushing to the next level. I proud of them going through the process, it takes to become that which they desire to be. They are transforming. I am tranforming...
One thing I've learn as I've grown wiser is to appreciate others for who they are. Thank GOd we are all not alike. How boring what it be if everyone was as gorgeous as I am? (just wanted to me you smile.) But, we all desire for the greater good to mainifest in our lives. So, please don't judge me today, because I am still growing. I am still learning. I'm in the process of outwardly manifesting that which is on the inside of me, the limitedless power of my Creator. Therefore, know that I'm cognitive of who I am, where I am going and what impact I wish to make in the world. I'm being transformed.
My question to you, do you see the transformation in your life that you desire to have? Did you know your reality is formed by how you see things? What change (s) do you wish to see? Did you know you have the power to make that change happen?
My Dear Friends, I wish you much success on your journey.
1 Cor 2:7-10
7But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory: 8 Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. 10 But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.
Friday, August 31, 2012
Moving Forward...
I'm so excited right now...God has blessed me with such a wonderful and exciting life. I am sitting in the louge at a hotel in San Juan, Puerto Rico...the DJ has put on a nice mixture of jazz...and the rendition playing now...is "Because of who You are I give You, Glory. Lord, I worship you because of who you are!"....That's the a true testament on what I am feeling..Lord I worship you in all I do..I am so thank for the opportunities and guts/nerves to live life as I desire....I am so thankful that I am on the road to accomplishing one of my childhood dreams.....
Moving forward in life is both rewarding and healthy. It's rewarding in the fact that you have something to look forward to and gives purpose, raises self esteem and self awareness. It's healthy because we are meant to move, take action, and LIVE... It is imperative that our bodies remain in motion via excercise, walking, etc. It is imperative that our minds remain active, learning new things and using our problem solving abilities keeps our brain synapses actively functioning. Or we will begin to regress or become stagnant. We will experience atrophy. Atrophy is a wasting away. So, Moving forward is imperative. Keep it Moving!
Moving forward to new things is so overwhelmingly exciting, I can not wait to get there. I'm looking forward to a great semester, as I begin my 2nd year of medical school on Monday. I'm looking forward to doing great things with all the new information I will learn. Moving forward feels good...
Not only academically, but, personally, I have a sense of great anticipation in true love presenting itself soon. It's been almost three years now, since the passing of my beloved husband and it is healthy to move forward in all areas of my being and my existence. Therefore, I'm moving forward....Thank you Jesus..I'm alive. I'm happy. I'm healthy...I'm moving forward...
Just as I have decided to move forward..So, can you! Make a decision TODAY to move closer to what you desire. Make a decision and then take action and before you know it...You will discover...It was all worth the fight, the struggle, the sweat and tears.....Being who you were destined to be is WORTH IT!
Now, go live your dreams...
Life is GREAT!
Moving forward in life is both rewarding and healthy. It's rewarding in the fact that you have something to look forward to and gives purpose, raises self esteem and self awareness. It's healthy because we are meant to move, take action, and LIVE... It is imperative that our bodies remain in motion via excercise, walking, etc. It is imperative that our minds remain active, learning new things and using our problem solving abilities keeps our brain synapses actively functioning. Or we will begin to regress or become stagnant. We will experience atrophy. Atrophy is a wasting away. So, Moving forward is imperative. Keep it Moving!
Moving forward to new things is so overwhelmingly exciting, I can not wait to get there. I'm looking forward to a great semester, as I begin my 2nd year of medical school on Monday. I'm looking forward to doing great things with all the new information I will learn. Moving forward feels good...
Not only academically, but, personally, I have a sense of great anticipation in true love presenting itself soon. It's been almost three years now, since the passing of my beloved husband and it is healthy to move forward in all areas of my being and my existence. Therefore, I'm moving forward....Thank you Jesus..I'm alive. I'm happy. I'm healthy...I'm moving forward...
Just as I have decided to move forward..So, can you! Make a decision TODAY to move closer to what you desire. Make a decision and then take action and before you know it...You will discover...It was all worth the fight, the struggle, the sweat and tears.....Being who you were destined to be is WORTH IT!
Now, go live your dreams...
Life is GREAT!
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
It is Possible...
Yesterday, was my comprehensive final exam. I was totally blown out of the water. As I was sitting there taking my exam...tears began to fill my eyes. Oh my gosh, Am I in the twight zone? It seemed my mind went completely blank. I was so detached from what was in front of me. This was scary. I had to get a grip and I mean quickly.
It was 3hr and 54min exam with no scheduled breaks and 183 questions and anything from the semester is open game. For some reason going into this final I felt a whole lot of pressure. I had such an emotional week leading to it..that I thought I cried out all my fears and frustrations and that I was going to be ready come exam day.
I can't understand why the professors test the most obscure things on the final exams. It just seems so crazy to me. How are we suppose to memorize approx 320 hrs of lectures? I know the answer to this question already. It's called repetition. I know we had a lecture on it this semester..LOL...In times like these is when I must put my faith into action and say and believe, "I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me." If others have done it before me...It is POSSIBLE...
It's possible to do the unthinkable. It's possible to stretch yourself one to two more hours of studying. It's possible to develop your recall techniques to obtain the answers to crazy exam questions. It's possible to dream a BIG dream and obtain it. It's Possible.....
It the midst of seemingly defeat, it's possible to win....If I can push a little harder, studying one more lecture, answer one more question, push and keep pushing, because there is light at the end of the tunnel. There is another side to this story. There is VICTORY waiting for me...Keep pushing..My Dreams are right in front of me. I'm closer than I think. It's possible...PUSH...This is what I had to keep telling myself and it helped me complete this semester. Selah...
Lord give me strength...
Phil 3: 12-15 (Amplified Bible)
"12 Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. 13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, 14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
15 Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you."
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It was 3hr and 54min exam with no scheduled breaks and 183 questions and anything from the semester is open game. For some reason going into this final I felt a whole lot of pressure. I had such an emotional week leading to it..that I thought I cried out all my fears and frustrations and that I was going to be ready come exam day.
I can't understand why the professors test the most obscure things on the final exams. It just seems so crazy to me. How are we suppose to memorize approx 320 hrs of lectures? I know the answer to this question already. It's called repetition. I know we had a lecture on it this semester..LOL...In times like these is when I must put my faith into action and say and believe, "I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me." If others have done it before me...It is POSSIBLE...
It's possible to do the unthinkable. It's possible to stretch yourself one to two more hours of studying. It's possible to develop your recall techniques to obtain the answers to crazy exam questions. It's possible to dream a BIG dream and obtain it. It's Possible.....
It the midst of seemingly defeat, it's possible to win....If I can push a little harder, studying one more lecture, answer one more question, push and keep pushing, because there is light at the end of the tunnel. There is another side to this story. There is VICTORY waiting for me...Keep pushing..My Dreams are right in front of me. I'm closer than I think. It's possible...PUSH...This is what I had to keep telling myself and it helped me complete this semester. Selah...
Lord give me strength...
Phil 3: 12-15 (Amplified Bible)
"12 Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. 13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, 14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
15 Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you."
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Wednesday, August 1, 2012
BE READY....
My mom always told me, "Be ready in season and out of season, because you never know when your time will come." Well, that rang true for me yesterday. As I was wrapping up my studying on Monday night/Tuesday morning about 1:30am, I decided to check my Ross email account to see when we were having the debrief from our pretend anatomy practical. I had a lot of emails to go through. I hadn't check the inbox in about a week...Well, thumbing through all the emails, I noticed an invitation. I opened it and it read, "You have been selected to present
your Service Learning journal at the Ross University's Service Learning
Symposium carded for Tuesday July 31, 2012 at 12:00 pm." and it stated that I needed to RSVP by last Thursday. Well, I completely missed the response date. I regretfully replied to the email and apologized for not responding early. I chalked this experience up as, I missed an opportunity, but there will be more...I pray..
Fast forward to 11:30 am, Im just waking up because I didnt get to sleep until 4:30 am or so. And I decide to check my email..and I get a response from the coordinator that, Im on the schedule for 12 noon. OH MY GOSH...I quickly got dressed and rushed to campus. I made it just in time. As I walked through the doors, Im handed a program, and guess what? My name was listed as a selected speaker. Then once the program began, they even had my picture up on the screen with all the rest of the presenters....I thought to myself, "how embarrassing this would have been to not to have shown up."
Fast forward to 11:30 am, Im just waking up because I didnt get to sleep until 4:30 am or so. And I decide to check my email..and I get a response from the coordinator that, Im on the schedule for 12 noon. OH MY GOSH...I quickly got dressed and rushed to campus. I made it just in time. As I walked through the doors, Im handed a program, and guess what? My name was listed as a selected speaker. Then once the program began, they even had my picture up on the screen with all the rest of the presenters....I thought to myself, "how embarrassing this would have been to not to have shown up."
That was a close call...I've always said I live a life outside the box and with a lot of excitement and thrills. Well, that was sure exciting...Most of yesterday I was on a nice high. I was overjoyed that I didn't miss my date with destiny and that I was chosen to present my paper. I was chosen for a task even before I knew that there was a task. My name was written on a program that I had no knowledge of 24hrs prior. My date with destiny was confirmed even without me confirming it. The real question here is was I prepared? Was I prepared to fulfill the task? I'm happy to say, "YES! Yes I was prepared!"
I'm sure you've heard that success is when preparation meets opportunity. That is so true in life. You have to prepare for what you want in life. During the process of getting "there", preparation is part of the process. All the good you want in life or out of life, ALREADY has your name on it. The goals you want to achieve already have a predestined and an appointed time. As you focus and prepare for your goals, believe that provision has already been made. However, will YOU be ready?
Be prepared...Be Ready..Because your date with Destiny is closer than you think...
""Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you
apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations." Jerm 1:5
Now, Go live your dreams...
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Faces of Determination..
As I transfered to the library at 2am, to finish my studying for the night, I walk into the fish bowl (a room of windows in our library) for the first time and grap an open seat, and I noticed a young man in there studying. On his face was sure will and determination to make it through successfully to the next semester. He's in first semester and is pushing hard to finish strong. I couldn't help but send to him good will and prayers. It's bewildering to get that slap in the face that first semester..that this is NOT undergrad or a masters program...This is Medical School..and you better bring your "A" game, because you are expected to remember every single thing taught..LOL...I can see the determination on his face...."I am Determined to make it through...." My sentiments, too...."I am determined."
I recently figured out that I like studying in the major study areas on campus. Being in a room, full of focused and determined people has kept me on track this last push to the finish line.
Every where I walk on campus I can feel the excitement, the anticipation, the anxiety and the hope of passing the next five exams successfully. Everyone is ready to move on to the next.....
Fourth semester students are celebrating there last day of "Basic Science classes" today. After their break they will begin preparations for clinicals rotations...And all the rest of us...WELL we are determined to make it to the next semester.....
Determination is the key to success here....Though we may get weary at times, none the less, we know it will all pay off, once we reach our goal...I had a few classmates leave earlier in the semester for personal reasons, fear of failing, exhaustion, etc....But, I am glad that I am forging ahead.
It seems like time is flying by...I'm feeling good about my performance thus far...looking forward to finishing up block 3, Reproductive and Integument...Then 5 days later we have our final exam..
I'm Determined to finsh Strong!
"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you: when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned; neither shall the flame scorch you." Isa 43:2 KJV
I recently figured out that I like studying in the major study areas on campus. Being in a room, full of focused and determined people has kept me on track this last push to the finish line.
Every where I walk on campus I can feel the excitement, the anticipation, the anxiety and the hope of passing the next five exams successfully. Everyone is ready to move on to the next.....
Fourth semester students are celebrating there last day of "Basic Science classes" today. After their break they will begin preparations for clinicals rotations...And all the rest of us...WELL we are determined to make it to the next semester.....
Determination is the key to success here....Though we may get weary at times, none the less, we know it will all pay off, once we reach our goal...I had a few classmates leave earlier in the semester for personal reasons, fear of failing, exhaustion, etc....But, I am glad that I am forging ahead.
It seems like time is flying by...I'm feeling good about my performance thus far...looking forward to finishing up block 3, Reproductive and Integument...Then 5 days later we have our final exam..
I'm Determined to finsh Strong!
"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you: when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned; neither shall the flame scorch you." Isa 43:2 KJV
Monday, July 2, 2012
Growing into my own...
Today, I was quite amazed at how at ease I was during our infracolic region dissection. I was actively cleaning away the fat to identify all the vasculature (veins and arteries) structures that supplies the liver, spleen, stomach, small and large intestines, and it really didn't bother me, as you would have thought it should.
As I am continuing to push forward in my study of medicine, I'm growing less and less sensitive to what I know before all of this would have scared the dickens out of me.
A couple of weekends ago, I got to participate in a Prostate Screening Clinic in a local community in which, I got to perform digital rectal exams. Do you know why they are called digital? You may think it's because I'm using a fancy digital apparatus of some sort, but no.....it's because Im using my 2nd digit (finger) to inserted into a complete strangers rectum. I know, now that sounds crazy. But, all in all, it is why Im here; to learn and to grow. The attending physician made it seem so natural and literally was not going to let me leave until I did it. Also, I was quite amazed that I was able to answer some of the questions posed to me by the attending professor. It felt good.
So, I said this to say, I'm growing. I'm getting there, step by step. I am naturally falling into my groove. My specialty will be revealed in time. Each step is leading me towards my new normal, my dream of practicing medicine. Oh my gosh..it is happening right before my eyes...I can see it....Thank God...
Proverbs 23:7, "As a man thinks in his heart, so is he"
As I am continuing to push forward in my study of medicine, I'm growing less and less sensitive to what I know before all of this would have scared the dickens out of me.
A couple of weekends ago, I got to participate in a Prostate Screening Clinic in a local community in which, I got to perform digital rectal exams. Do you know why they are called digital? You may think it's because I'm using a fancy digital apparatus of some sort, but no.....it's because Im using my 2nd digit (finger) to inserted into a complete strangers rectum. I know, now that sounds crazy. But, all in all, it is why Im here; to learn and to grow. The attending physician made it seem so natural and literally was not going to let me leave until I did it. Also, I was quite amazed that I was able to answer some of the questions posed to me by the attending professor. It felt good.
So, I said this to say, I'm growing. I'm getting there, step by step. I am naturally falling into my groove. My specialty will be revealed in time. Each step is leading me towards my new normal, my dream of practicing medicine. Oh my gosh..it is happening right before my eyes...I can see it....Thank God...
Proverbs 23:7, "As a man thinks in his heart, so is he"
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Who's watching you?
After a relative long, but normal day in medical school, my son and I were on our way home,and to my surprise a young lady called out my name and asked if she could talk to me. I'm not sure how she knows me or even knows my name, but I said, "absolutely...what's going on?" She began to cry...Oh my gosh, Im thinking to myself. I just knew she was going to say something about school, our course load, etc. But, I was shocked when she said, "Joyce, I'm so lonely." My heart dropped.
I know I talk a lot about being in pursuit of purpose and not letting anything get in your way from getting what you want. But, how do you respond to I'm lonely? We sometimes forget that the person next to us is a human being with feelings and desires. We all are just trying to make it through the next exam, the next block, and to the next semester. But, some of our peers are not only fighting that same fight, but, they are dealing with other emotional factors, too.
We are all away from our friends and family. Im sure loneliless is an issue alot of us face from time to time. It is so important to build a support group. Call home as often as possible. Hang out with friends when you can, even if it's just for lunch. Take a minute to talk to someone walking pass you. Study in groups. Do not isolate yourself. Thank GOD I managed to build a support system here and I rely heavily on those in the US. Moreover, no matter what you are dealing with right now, it is temporary. Focus on your promising future. See yourself with your mate. See yourself having everything your heart desire. Cry if you must. But, Keep believing. Keep pushing...and before you know it...You will have what you desire.
I dont believe her days will always be filled with loneliness. But, she has to believe it, too. As I began to console, comfort and exhaust her. Her spirit got lighter. Her hope was restored. She even was able to laugh...laughter is the best medicine.
We are here to help and encourage each other. Why do you know the people you know? Why are you in the work environment you are in? Why? Because you have something within you that someone around you needs.
Note to self: Be more aware of those around you. Everyone that is smiling is not happy. Show geniune concern. You just might change a life in a big way...
2 Cor 4:16 - 18 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, 18 while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
I know I talk a lot about being in pursuit of purpose and not letting anything get in your way from getting what you want. But, how do you respond to I'm lonely? We sometimes forget that the person next to us is a human being with feelings and desires. We all are just trying to make it through the next exam, the next block, and to the next semester. But, some of our peers are not only fighting that same fight, but, they are dealing with other emotional factors, too.
We are all away from our friends and family. Im sure loneliless is an issue alot of us face from time to time. It is so important to build a support group. Call home as often as possible. Hang out with friends when you can, even if it's just for lunch. Take a minute to talk to someone walking pass you. Study in groups. Do not isolate yourself. Thank GOD I managed to build a support system here and I rely heavily on those in the US. Moreover, no matter what you are dealing with right now, it is temporary. Focus on your promising future. See yourself with your mate. See yourself having everything your heart desire. Cry if you must. But, Keep believing. Keep pushing...and before you know it...You will have what you desire.
I dont believe her days will always be filled with loneliness. But, she has to believe it, too. As I began to console, comfort and exhaust her. Her spirit got lighter. Her hope was restored. She even was able to laugh...laughter is the best medicine.
We are here to help and encourage each other. Why do you know the people you know? Why are you in the work environment you are in? Why? Because you have something within you that someone around you needs.
Note to self: Be more aware of those around you. Everyone that is smiling is not happy. Show geniune concern. You just might change a life in a big way...
2 Cor 4:16 - 18 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, 18 while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
Friday, June 15, 2012
Let's GO!!!!!
Okay, literally in two days, I will be taking my last two exams for this block. I have a Gross Anatomy Practical and my first mini exam of the semester and for some reason I am not motivated to study my normal 12 days...Like right now, I have been on a 3hr break watching tv for the first time in weeks.
I think I am going to call it an early night and get up early tomorrow morning and start afresh...or should I take a nap and get up in 45 min and start studying? Well, I will see....I definitely should do practice questions before I retire for the night.
Today, was a nice break from studying. I had an Airway lab, where I practiced how to intubate a patient whose airway is obstructed. I have to strengthen my left hand and arm in order to hold and insert the laryngoscope. I could not get the scope in Larry the Heads mouth without cracking his teeth. So, I must go back to lab and practice before the final exam in 8 weeks...It's pretty neat that by inserting these tools, I was able to see down the manikin's throat and saw the vocal cords...
So, I am quickly approaching the Gastro/Renal module which by the consensus, it is probably the most challenging of them all. So, I really have to get my batteries recharged. My mind focused on the outcome I desire. And get ready for the swift landing...Just 8 weeks til finals...and two more blocks to go...
So, between now and Monday I have to get with it...I have to try to go over all the materail at least twice more before the exams...
So, my message to self.."And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Gal 6:9
I think I am going to call it an early night and get up early tomorrow morning and start afresh...or should I take a nap and get up in 45 min and start studying? Well, I will see....I definitely should do practice questions before I retire for the night.
Today, was a nice break from studying. I had an Airway lab, where I practiced how to intubate a patient whose airway is obstructed. I have to strengthen my left hand and arm in order to hold and insert the laryngoscope. I could not get the scope in Larry the Heads mouth without cracking his teeth. So, I must go back to lab and practice before the final exam in 8 weeks...It's pretty neat that by inserting these tools, I was able to see down the manikin's throat and saw the vocal cords...
So, between now and Monday I have to get with it...I have to try to go over all the materail at least twice more before the exams...
So, my message to self.."And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Gal 6:9
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
NeuroScience Practical Over and done with...
WOW...As we all pushed to excel on this Neuroscience practical...I left the exam last week feeling pretty good...I Thought I absorbed as much information about Basal Ganglia, Diencephalon, Cerebrellum, Motor Systems, CNS Blood Supply, NeuroPharm, etc, etc....to answer any questions thrown my way on the practical...Results should be out today....All in all, I must keep pushing forward. I can not let one ocassion on this journey paralysis my progress to the next phase.
We have three weeks until our first mini exam and first gross anatomy practical for the semester....Yes, they are one day apart....We just started Endocrine yesterday..So, I know the time is going to fly by...The major task in medical school is managing your time. Being able to take in more information, while you review the past 4 weeks of information as well. We learned in our class on Memory, repetition is the way to get information stored into our Long Term Memory: Long Term Potentiation, the long lasting enhancement in signal transmission between neurons = informatino stored into memory banks. So, coming up with a schedule to reveiw weekly (sometimes multiply times within the week) all the material is key to success.
It's quit interesting how we have some much control over the things most feel that have no control over. It has been scientifically proven that we can potentiate our gene expression by our thoughts. I learned that in undergrad in my cell biology class. And now, Im learning that we can increase our capacity to handle complex information or store more information, through our thoughts by repetition. Isn't that what the scriptures state, "whatsoever a man thinks, so is he." Proverbs 23:7
So, this all boils down to YOU. What do you want? How far are you willing to go? How bad do you wanted it? How many opportunies are you going to let slip by you? How many excuses can you come up with why you CAN'T do it, NOW? As the late Rev. Ike says, "GET YOUR BUT out of the way."
The majority of us can accomplish our dreams and goals, etc in life through STRONG PURSUIT....Set your mind, thoughts, beliefs and energy towards the course in life you want and pursue it. Go for it...It's yours...I see it...Do you?
Now, go live your dreams....
We have three weeks until our first mini exam and first gross anatomy practical for the semester....Yes, they are one day apart....We just started Endocrine yesterday..So, I know the time is going to fly by...The major task in medical school is managing your time. Being able to take in more information, while you review the past 4 weeks of information as well. We learned in our class on Memory, repetition is the way to get information stored into our Long Term Memory: Long Term Potentiation, the long lasting enhancement in signal transmission between neurons = informatino stored into memory banks. So, coming up with a schedule to reveiw weekly (sometimes multiply times within the week) all the material is key to success.
It's quit interesting how we have some much control over the things most feel that have no control over. It has been scientifically proven that we can potentiate our gene expression by our thoughts. I learned that in undergrad in my cell biology class. And now, Im learning that we can increase our capacity to handle complex information or store more information, through our thoughts by repetition. Isn't that what the scriptures state, "whatsoever a man thinks, so is he." Proverbs 23:7
So, this all boils down to YOU. What do you want? How far are you willing to go? How bad do you wanted it? How many opportunies are you going to let slip by you? How many excuses can you come up with why you CAN'T do it, NOW? As the late Rev. Ike says, "GET YOUR BUT out of the way."
The majority of us can accomplish our dreams and goals, etc in life through STRONG PURSUIT....Set your mind, thoughts, beliefs and energy towards the course in life you want and pursue it. Go for it...It's yours...I see it...Do you?
Now, go live your dreams....
Six Degrees of Separation..
Good morning world...this just may be my shortest blog..I just wanted to say...My deepest condolences to all those that lost love one in the plane crash in Logos, Nigera. Several of my fellow classmates lost love ones in that crash..My deepest condolences to all..My prayers are with you in this horrific tradegy....
Thursday, May 24, 2012
What do you expect?
It's getting kind of annoying that a few of my fellow classmates LOVE to complain about everything. Why sing the sad song..of I'm so behind in my studying. This is so much material. I'm so burned out. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...What do you expect? You are in medical school. By now, I would think you should be familiar with the heavy workload. So, stop with the complaining. Stop it, ALREADY!!!!
I'm putting in extra effort to surround myself with opportunist. People that take the opportunity to see the good in this temporary experience. Don't think you are warning me with all your horror stories. I dont want to hear it. As Im waiting in line to get something to eat: complaining....As Im walking to and fro: complaining....If I hear one more person asking me the cliche question, "how's everything?" and I know they are in hopes that I crumble and join the band wagon of complainers...Im going to scream. If they would spend that energy on looking at the bright side..things would not seem like a ton of bricks on their shoulder every day.
Today, one classmate that I have not seen all this semester, saw me in line and said, "so, how's everything, rough, huh?" If you already have summed up my experience, please don't ask me about it..just continue to assume my world is like yours. I try with all my might to talk about other things, like the beautiful scenery we have here, the nice breeze in the air, the movie that is showing this Friday, going tubing, snorkeling, what's for dinner? etc, etc...
I've decided, Im not going to complain about the lectures, the professors, the questions, and all the stuydying that I need to get done each day, week, or month..I am going to embrass this as just a small piece to my bigger puzzle. And it's just for this season in my journey. The puzzle is coming together.
Im already looking forward to my next level in this journey. I see myself making it to the other side. I see myself accomplishing my dream. I'm continually keeping that in front of me...I am going to enjoy this experience. Because, I'm laying the foundation of, "remember the good ol' days, when I was in med school."
That's right each day of our lives we are laying the foundation for the next level, the next floor that is being creating in our floor plan of life. If we lay a deep and solid foundation...we can build a taller building (DREAM BIG). The deeper the foundation the taller the building. And believe me it matters what material you use to build your foundation...
What do I now expect, now that I'm here and this is not my first rodeo? I expect new material to be presented to me. I expect a lot of new but very interesting material. I expect to make it through these basic science courses and move on to my clinicals. I expect to do well. I expect to reap the benefits of my labor. I expect to live a good life.
So, no more band wagon mentality. No more focusing on things that have no obvious successful consequence to where I want to go or be in life. It's fruitile, incapable of producing any reasonable or useful result. I will excuse myself from such conversations...and move on with excitement and great expectation about my future.
SO, what do you expect on your journey in pursuit of purpose? Expect challenges..but, focus on overcoming them. Expect people trying to lean on you, but learn to push them off. Expect good and watch good follow you. Expect a positive outcome in the midst of overwhelming circumstances, and a positive outcome is yours.
Push through....Rest up ....and Push some more...After all, you are in pursuit of purpose...Purpose is definitely not a destination, but a journey...that can be built on the joys of life...You chooose....
I ask you again...What do you expect?
I'm putting in extra effort to surround myself with opportunist. People that take the opportunity to see the good in this temporary experience. Don't think you are warning me with all your horror stories. I dont want to hear it. As Im waiting in line to get something to eat: complaining....As Im walking to and fro: complaining....If I hear one more person asking me the cliche question, "how's everything?" and I know they are in hopes that I crumble and join the band wagon of complainers...Im going to scream. If they would spend that energy on looking at the bright side..things would not seem like a ton of bricks on their shoulder every day.
Today, one classmate that I have not seen all this semester, saw me in line and said, "so, how's everything, rough, huh?" If you already have summed up my experience, please don't ask me about it..just continue to assume my world is like yours. I try with all my might to talk about other things, like the beautiful scenery we have here, the nice breeze in the air, the movie that is showing this Friday, going tubing, snorkeling, what's for dinner? etc, etc...
I've decided, Im not going to complain about the lectures, the professors, the questions, and all the stuydying that I need to get done each day, week, or month..I am going to embrass this as just a small piece to my bigger puzzle. And it's just for this season in my journey. The puzzle is coming together.
Im already looking forward to my next level in this journey. I see myself making it to the other side. I see myself accomplishing my dream. I'm continually keeping that in front of me...I am going to enjoy this experience. Because, I'm laying the foundation of, "remember the good ol' days, when I was in med school."
That's right each day of our lives we are laying the foundation for the next level, the next floor that is being creating in our floor plan of life. If we lay a deep and solid foundation...we can build a taller building (DREAM BIG). The deeper the foundation the taller the building. And believe me it matters what material you use to build your foundation...
Burj Khalifa - The Tallest Man made structure in the WORLD
What do I now expect, now that I'm here and this is not my first rodeo? I expect new material to be presented to me. I expect a lot of new but very interesting material. I expect to make it through these basic science courses and move on to my clinicals. I expect to do well. I expect to reap the benefits of my labor. I expect to live a good life.
So, no more band wagon mentality. No more focusing on things that have no obvious successful consequence to where I want to go or be in life. It's fruitile, incapable of producing any reasonable or useful result. I will excuse myself from such conversations...and move on with excitement and great expectation about my future.
SO, what do you expect on your journey in pursuit of purpose? Expect challenges..but, focus on overcoming them. Expect people trying to lean on you, but learn to push them off. Expect good and watch good follow you. Expect a positive outcome in the midst of overwhelming circumstances, and a positive outcome is yours.
Push through....Rest up ....and Push some more...After all, you are in pursuit of purpose...Purpose is definitely not a destination, but a journey...that can be built on the joys of life...You chooose....
I ask you again...What do you expect?
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Much needed vacation..
WOW...in less than 8 days..it's back to my passion...studying medicine...
I just experienced a wonderful vacation..10 days in the carribean. We visited San Juan, PR, St. Thomas, Barbados, St. Kitts, St. Lucia, St. Marteen..and then back to San Juan......
I just experienced a wonderful vacation..10 days in the carribean. We visited San Juan, PR, St. Thomas, Barbados, St. Kitts, St. Lucia, St. Marteen..and then back to San Juan......
St. Lucia
Unfortunately, I caught a cold the last few days on vacation...but, that did not stop me from exploring the sites...Well, I take that back..I could not get out of bed in St. Marteen..So, Im going to have to do that over....But, overall it was a huge success..
My nine year old son had a blast snokeling and swimming with the fish and turtles..It was so funny. When he saw a turtle coming towards him, he took off swimming back to the boat...I was laughing so hard I had to roll over on my back so I would not drown...Micheal Phelps couldnt even keep up with him....LOL.
It's so funny we live on an island now and just doesnt seem like I've had a chance to enjoy it as much...We have snorkeling here, SCUBA diving, sailing, fishing, etc. As a matter of fact, we both have snorkel gear. I have not even broken my seal on my kit......Well, this week I am going to....I am going to the beach and enjoy my last week of vacation....I am going to go zip lining, and hiking and see parts of Dominica I have not had the pleasure of seeing...
With that said....what's around you to enjoy but you've been too busy with life to enjoy it or them? Plan on taking that trip, walking the beach, hiking that mountain...it's there for you to enjoy...take advantage of it....
That's our lesson for the day....take advantage of the beauty in life...live in NOW..Live Big..Live with purpose....Life is GOOOD...
Enjoy....
St. Kitts with the green monkeys
Friday, April 6, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
GRATITUDE
Gratitude, thankfulness, gratefulness, or appreciation is a feeling, emotion or attitude in acknowledgment of a benefit that one has received or will receive.
As Im finishing up this long and tedious semester, I am overwhelmed by the sense of Gratitude I am feeling now. As I reflect on where I am today, compared to last semester, it's truly amazing. I feel that I am in the right place at the right time..Living the life I am suppose to live, experiencing the experiences that are all mine and I am looking forward to MY promising future.
Sure medical school is no cake walk; but, it's where I am suppose to be, at this moment in time. It feels good knowing this. It feels good knowing that each day I'm walking towards my dream. FOR REAL.!!!
The past three years have truly been unbelievable. A lot of tears shed and a lot of "oh my gosh"....But, through it all, I'm still standing...and standing strong. I am here amongst my peers, who are almost half my age. I am here in a foreign land with my youngest son going after my dreams. That is truly amazing.
So, it's only natural that gratitude is what I'm feeling:
My oldest son is doing well in college. He's growing into a fine young man.
My youngest son is doing well in school. He is such a happy kid.
My mom is my biggest support and pillar.
My family all supports me.
My friends are always here for me.
My health is excellent.
I am the riches woman on earth right now and to this I say...
Thank you Father...
What are you feeling right now? I pray that your day is full of love, good health, purpose and determination. I pray that each decision you make today will bring you one step closer to your dream.
Thank you for allowing me to speak into your life today. I pray that this blog will spark hope within you and you too will live A Life of GRATITUDE..
As Im finishing up this long and tedious semester, I am overwhelmed by the sense of Gratitude I am feeling now. As I reflect on where I am today, compared to last semester, it's truly amazing. I feel that I am in the right place at the right time..Living the life I am suppose to live, experiencing the experiences that are all mine and I am looking forward to MY promising future.
Sure medical school is no cake walk; but, it's where I am suppose to be, at this moment in time. It feels good knowing this. It feels good knowing that each day I'm walking towards my dream. FOR REAL.!!!
The past three years have truly been unbelievable. A lot of tears shed and a lot of "oh my gosh"....But, through it all, I'm still standing...and standing strong. I am here amongst my peers, who are almost half my age. I am here in a foreign land with my youngest son going after my dreams. That is truly amazing.
So, it's only natural that gratitude is what I'm feeling:
My oldest son is doing well in college. He's growing into a fine young man.
My youngest son is doing well in school. He is such a happy kid.
My mom is my biggest support and pillar.
My family all supports me.
My friends are always here for me.
My health is excellent.
I am the riches woman on earth right now and to this I say...
Thank you Father...
What are you feeling right now? I pray that your day is full of love, good health, purpose and determination. I pray that each decision you make today will bring you one step closer to your dream.
Thank you for allowing me to speak into your life today. I pray that this blog will spark hope within you and you too will live A Life of GRATITUDE..
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
What do you see?
It's funny today I posted the picture below on my facebook page and people who have been to my place stated they never noticed how beautiful it really was until I posted the picture. Isn't that true in life; Life is how you see it, what you make it and how you preceive it? And just as you see it, that's how its going to be. Your perception will become your reality. What do you see?
One thing I've been working hard on this semester, is making sure my perceptions are lining up with what I want my reality to be. I've been listening to an ol' legend lately named Rev. Ike. Rev. Ike for those of you that are not familiar with him, he was a minister back in the 1950s, 60s and 70s that was a prophet before his time. And what I mean by this is, he spoke of prosperty, equality and freedom when most African Americans in the US were oppressed and suppressed by racism and discrimination. But, Rev. Ike message was always to push pass the hatred of man and see the GOD in you and make THAT your reality. He encouraged his followers to daily practice visualization. In other words, as The Scripture says, whatsoever a man thinks, so is he...So is his life, so is his lifestyle. So, I'm asking you, what do you see?
What are you focusing on? The trials of life or the strength gained from endurance. The rain pouring down or the rainbow that complements the rain. The darkness of night or the stars that shine in darkness. There is beauty all around us, but we must train our eyes to see it or we will just look at tree as a tree and never realize the shade it provides for our comfort or the leaves it possess that provide a breeze in the heat of day.
Stop and look around you, right now. What do you see? Do you see a place that's warming and inviting, do you see order and excellence, do you see the sun shining just right, do you feel the breeze on your face? Do you like the paint color on your walls? What about that picture on the wall, what message is it sending you? I see a delightful atmosphere, the colors on my walls are warm and inviting, the feeling I get walking through my door is of sheer peace. Or if Im walking out my front door....Im in paradise.
If you are not getting feelings from your environment that are uplifting, inviting or peaceful, do what you must to change it. Life is too short to live a dreary existence when there are so many ways to bring joy and peace into your life.
What do you see? If what you are doing or seeing around you is not conducive to you living your dreams and accomplishing your goals..Change it..and I mean quickly....
Now, Go live your Dreams...
I see my world full of love, beauty and peace...
One thing I've been working hard on this semester, is making sure my perceptions are lining up with what I want my reality to be. I've been listening to an ol' legend lately named Rev. Ike. Rev. Ike for those of you that are not familiar with him, he was a minister back in the 1950s, 60s and 70s that was a prophet before his time. And what I mean by this is, he spoke of prosperty, equality and freedom when most African Americans in the US were oppressed and suppressed by racism and discrimination. But, Rev. Ike message was always to push pass the hatred of man and see the GOD in you and make THAT your reality. He encouraged his followers to daily practice visualization. In other words, as The Scripture says, whatsoever a man thinks, so is he...So is his life, so is his lifestyle. So, I'm asking you, what do you see?
What are you focusing on? The trials of life or the strength gained from endurance. The rain pouring down or the rainbow that complements the rain. The darkness of night or the stars that shine in darkness. There is beauty all around us, but we must train our eyes to see it or we will just look at tree as a tree and never realize the shade it provides for our comfort or the leaves it possess that provide a breeze in the heat of day.
Stop and look around you, right now. What do you see? Do you see a place that's warming and inviting, do you see order and excellence, do you see the sun shining just right, do you feel the breeze on your face? Do you like the paint color on your walls? What about that picture on the wall, what message is it sending you? I see a delightful atmosphere, the colors on my walls are warm and inviting, the feeling I get walking through my door is of sheer peace. Or if Im walking out my front door....Im in paradise.
If you are not getting feelings from your environment that are uplifting, inviting or peaceful, do what you must to change it. Life is too short to live a dreary existence when there are so many ways to bring joy and peace into your life.
What do you see? If what you are doing or seeing around you is not conducive to you living your dreams and accomplishing your goals..Change it..and I mean quickly....
Now, Go live your Dreams...
I see my world full of love, beauty and peace...
Monday, February 13, 2012
Persistence Pays Off..
Wow, where do I begin? Right now, my heart and soul are thankful to GOD for His many blessings. I'm reflecting back over where I was this time last semester and where I am today. And I am glad to say. I'm in a much better place, today. All last semester, I was seeking GOD's counsel on how to handle my medical school courses and how to keep up with the volume of information given each week...Persistently and consistently, I was inquiring: How do I manage this information effectively? What do I need to do to retain this information and be able to apply it on exams? Basically, how do I succeed in medical school without burning out, was the bottom line.
Well, I am please to say that I found the key ingredient for my success. I do not have to study 15 hrs a day any more. I do not have to hibernate in my apartment all alone. The secret to succeeding in medical school for me is to reach out to my classmates when I need help. I found the coolest study partner and together we have managed to draw on each other's strengths and have consistently improved our exams scores tremendously. I'm sold on working with a partner. The Bible says, "two is better than one." I am a believer.
So many of us are not use to depending on others for our success, especially as we mature with age. Having the guts to seek out help, in itself is a huge accomplishment. The truth of the matter is, we must persistently seek out avenues that are going to lead us to our desired result. When you are going after your dreams, fear, pride and doubt must be thrown out the window.
It's just like lifting weights. In the beginning, 10 lbs seems just enough to get the burn in my arm muscles. But, as I continue to work my muscles with the 10lb weight, it no longer affects me the way it did in the beginning. Thank GOD for learning curves. My muscles (my brain) has increased in capacity and I am able to retain and recall the information with accurarcy.
So, if there is something you desire, something you want without a question or a doubt...stay with it...persist until you succeed...persist until it happens for you....If you get a chance read, "The Greatest Salesman in the World" by Og Mandino...It will give you some keys to getting what you want in this life...
I will presist until I succeed.
Now, go live your dream....
Well, I am please to say that I found the key ingredient for my success. I do not have to study 15 hrs a day any more. I do not have to hibernate in my apartment all alone. The secret to succeeding in medical school for me is to reach out to my classmates when I need help. I found the coolest study partner and together we have managed to draw on each other's strengths and have consistently improved our exams scores tremendously. I'm sold on working with a partner. The Bible says, "two is better than one." I am a believer.
So many of us are not use to depending on others for our success, especially as we mature with age. Having the guts to seek out help, in itself is a huge accomplishment. The truth of the matter is, we must persistently seek out avenues that are going to lead us to our desired result. When you are going after your dreams, fear, pride and doubt must be thrown out the window.
It's just like lifting weights. In the beginning, 10 lbs seems just enough to get the burn in my arm muscles. But, as I continue to work my muscles with the 10lb weight, it no longer affects me the way it did in the beginning. Thank GOD for learning curves. My muscles (my brain) has increased in capacity and I am able to retain and recall the information with accurarcy.
So, if there is something you desire, something you want without a question or a doubt...stay with it...persist until you succeed...persist until it happens for you....If you get a chance read, "The Greatest Salesman in the World" by Og Mandino...It will give you some keys to getting what you want in this life...
I will presist until I succeed.
Now, go live your dream....
Friday, January 20, 2012
I need you...
We've always heard that, "no man's an island." Well, I have come to know that to be TRUE. As we all have such busy schedules and want to make sure we get enough time in studying....NO man's an island...I heard from numerous sources do not try to go thru medical school alone. Go to tutoring sessions, attend anatomy lab reviews, and do study groups. Well, I did absolutely none of that stuff last semester.....I was a hermit. I would go home and shut myself up in my apartment and study 10 to 15 hrs per day...and felt overwhelmed by the volume of information..Well, I am the type of person when I see somethings not working I will find a way to make necessary adjustment to put myself in a better to position to succeed. So, I began to follow wise counsel....
So, this week I grabbed everyone that was willing to be pulled into a study session with me. And the end result...CLARITY...I CAN SEE THINGS SO CLEARLY NOW....and so did the other person..
Before connecting with others, I was operating in a complete fog. Have you have been in a real foggy place? I remember when I was in grade school in Los Angeles, Ca sometimes my sister and I would walk to school and could not see our hand in front of us because the FOG was so thick....We would have to listen for cars in order to cross the street safely. Well, that use to be me in medical school...I know the semester is young and my knowledge has yet to be tested...But, it feels good to know Im on the right path..
So, if you are in a spot that seems tough and you don't know which way to go...reach for help. There is answer waiting on you...I know that GOD has already ordered your steps. Keep reaching out until you get what you need. I need you...Im not afraid to say that....Let go of the fear of trusting someone else...and embrace the Divine Connection that is and will be made. And you will see the fog will lift and clarity will come...
The things that are seen (complexities of life) are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal..(2 Cor 4:18, 1 Cor 2:9-16) The eternal things are yours...reach out and get them...FIND the solutions you need, FIND the joy you seek, and Find the Love you deserve...
Now, Go live your dreams..
So, this week I grabbed everyone that was willing to be pulled into a study session with me. And the end result...CLARITY...I CAN SEE THINGS SO CLEARLY NOW....and so did the other person..
Here is an exact quote from my study partner today, "thank you so much!! you don't know how much today has helped me soo much!!! i'm looking at this stuff again and i am like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wowwww now i get it!! im thanking God for you and praying for both of our success and that God adds a double blessing on you not just for monday but for life!!! blessed studying!!"
Before connecting with others, I was operating in a complete fog. Have you have been in a real foggy place? I remember when I was in grade school in Los Angeles, Ca sometimes my sister and I would walk to school and could not see our hand in front of us because the FOG was so thick....We would have to listen for cars in order to cross the street safely. Well, that use to be me in medical school...I know the semester is young and my knowledge has yet to be tested...But, it feels good to know Im on the right path..
So, if you are in a spot that seems tough and you don't know which way to go...reach for help. There is answer waiting on you...I know that GOD has already ordered your steps. Keep reaching out until you get what you need. I need you...Im not afraid to say that....Let go of the fear of trusting someone else...and embrace the Divine Connection that is and will be made. And you will see the fog will lift and clarity will come...
The things that are seen (complexities of life) are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal..(2 Cor 4:18, 1 Cor 2:9-16) The eternal things are yours...reach out and get them...FIND the solutions you need, FIND the joy you seek, and Find the Love you deserve...
Now, Go live your dreams..
Sunday, January 15, 2012
I HAVE A DREAM...
Today many in the US are celebrating a man that had a dream....He scarifced his life for others to fulfill their dreams....DR. Martin Luther King, Jr....was born on this day. This summer my sons and I visited the Dr. King museum in Atlanta, Ga. I wanted my sons to understand the privilege life they live was due to the sacrifices of our past ancestors. It was a life changing event to see how far we have come as a people and as a nation.
Dr. King epitomized the meaning of Living a DREAM. In the face of overt racism and much opposition, he forged on to shed the light on unthinkable conditionsof his fellow man. In 1964, King became the youngest person to receive the Nobel Peace Prize for his work to end racial segregation and racial discrimination through civil disobedience and other nonviolent means. He had a DREAM, a BIG DREAM. Although his life was cut short at the age of 39, he lived each day making the necessary steps to accomplishing his dream.
So, as we celebrate one of the greatest men in our History, take a moment to reflect on your HOPES, DREAMs, and YOUR Destiny. Are you taking the necessary risk, steps to see that they come to pass? Are you counting up the cost and planning accordingly? I would hope so. You only have one life to live and you might as well go for the GOLD.
So, as I begin my studying today. I will remember Dr. King and his sacrifice which affords me the freedom to go, to live and to do what I desire without limitations on my race, creed or color. I will purpue my life's purpose with excitement and enthusiasm because it is possible to achieve.
"Let us not wallow in the valley of despair, I say to you today, my friends.
And so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream. I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal." Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
To have a dream is powerful. It gives hope and vision for a better future. So, keep your dream ALIVE. Keep hope ALIVE. Remember, through struggle you are able to gain strength. Jer 29:11says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." NKJV
Now, GO live your DREAMS...
Dr. King epitomized the meaning of Living a DREAM. In the face of overt racism and much opposition, he forged on to shed the light on unthinkable conditionsof his fellow man. In 1964, King became the youngest person to receive the Nobel Peace Prize for his work to end racial segregation and racial discrimination through civil disobedience and other nonviolent means. He had a DREAM, a BIG DREAM. Although his life was cut short at the age of 39, he lived each day making the necessary steps to accomplishing his dream.
So, as we celebrate one of the greatest men in our History, take a moment to reflect on your HOPES, DREAMs, and YOUR Destiny. Are you taking the necessary risk, steps to see that they come to pass? Are you counting up the cost and planning accordingly? I would hope so. You only have one life to live and you might as well go for the GOLD.
So, as I begin my studying today. I will remember Dr. King and his sacrifice which affords me the freedom to go, to live and to do what I desire without limitations on my race, creed or color. I will purpue my life's purpose with excitement and enthusiasm because it is possible to achieve.
"Let us not wallow in the valley of despair, I say to you today, my friends.
And so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream. I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal." Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
To have a dream is powerful. It gives hope and vision for a better future. So, keep your dream ALIVE. Keep hope ALIVE. Remember, through struggle you are able to gain strength. Jer 29:11says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." NKJV
Now, GO live your DREAMS...
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Divine Appointments....
Have you ever had a divine apointment? Im talking about a time when you felt the urge to go do something very uneventful, like take a walk or go to the store, and it turned out to be all in HIS Divine Plan. Well, I just had one....and Im sure you have too. But, let me share this one with you.
I was studying and trying a new system, where Im logging and timing everything I do within my study day. Well, My sleeping pattern is kind off right now...So, I started studying at 1pm today...and have had scheduled breaks about every three hrs. So, here I am on the long stretch and it's midnight..but, I say..okay, you didnt get your workout in today...so, walk to campus and fill up your water jug and go workout for thirty minutes...So, I did....but, my workout lasted over an hr...I brought my Ipod and my new Sony noise reduction headsets...I was ready to enjoy some good music and clear my head...But, instead I had a Divine appointment...
I ran into a classmate, that I haven't seen since Christmas break. I really didn't know her all that well, except for in passing and seeing her with her little baby...Well, we did have a study group together once...And she has the same name as my mother...So, I could always remember her name with ease....Well, for some reason tonight, we connected and began to talk. She shared with me that she will be leaving school this week and hopefully can pick it back up in a few years when her 4 month old is much older. I know this must have been a hard decision for her to make. I could only imagine, after you have sacrificed so much and finally get where you know you've always wanted to be, and the "BUT' gets in your way......So, I felt compelled to share with her my story with her....
Remember, I was only intending on staying at the gym 30mins or less, because I wasn't finsh studying for the night..Well, as I began to share my story and how I was faced with many obstacles and challenges, something came over me and I could not stop talking. I shared story after story....triumph after triumph. I felt compelled to let her see the endless possibilities that still lie ahead for her...because GOD's Promises are a SURE THING...no matter what it looks like there is an answer and HE will make a way. I began to encourage her to seek GOD's counsel and when HE SPEAKS...let that PEACE rest and move in the direction given. Although she has no earthly idea of what corner to turn....I know GOD will show her the way she should go without a doubt.
When there are times in your life and the road appears to be dark or if your plans feel like they are falling apart at the seams..rest assure that there is a way....GOD has already made away of escape for you. He has not forsaken you. And if you keep on believing, your time will come and the dream will mainifest.
I know a lot of times my blog spots may seem a bit overly optimistic, but the truth of the matter is, this is the FAITH that I have in MY GOD...this is the FAITH that overcomes the WORLD, even when it's the darkest, I must stand on HIS WORD and BELIEVE...All I need is faith the size of a grain of a mustard seed according to Luke 17:6 and I can speak to mullbery tree (any obstacle in my way) and tell it to be removed and cast into the sea and it WILL OBEY ME. (A mullberry trees can grow up to 49ft tall, and sometimes challenges of life seem even taller. BUT, I believe HIS WORD. I read a commentary that said the mustard seed parable is telling us that if we take hold of the Kingdom of GOD, it will take root and grow and let it change us from the inside out. We will be able to accomplish anything by the POWER of GOD formed within us. I like that....received that NOW for yourself!) I know and ALL THINGS ARE WORKING FOR MY GOOD....even things that I can not see...
Believe in yourself. Believe in your destiny. Most importantly Believe in YOUR GOD. The Creator of the Universe.
This is YOUR DIVINE APPOINTMENT.....
Now, GO LIVE YOUR DREAM....
I was studying and trying a new system, where Im logging and timing everything I do within my study day. Well, My sleeping pattern is kind off right now...So, I started studying at 1pm today...and have had scheduled breaks about every three hrs. So, here I am on the long stretch and it's midnight..but, I say..okay, you didnt get your workout in today...so, walk to campus and fill up your water jug and go workout for thirty minutes...So, I did....but, my workout lasted over an hr...I brought my Ipod and my new Sony noise reduction headsets...I was ready to enjoy some good music and clear my head...But, instead I had a Divine appointment...
I ran into a classmate, that I haven't seen since Christmas break. I really didn't know her all that well, except for in passing and seeing her with her little baby...Well, we did have a study group together once...And she has the same name as my mother...So, I could always remember her name with ease....Well, for some reason tonight, we connected and began to talk. She shared with me that she will be leaving school this week and hopefully can pick it back up in a few years when her 4 month old is much older. I know this must have been a hard decision for her to make. I could only imagine, after you have sacrificed so much and finally get where you know you've always wanted to be, and the "BUT' gets in your way......So, I felt compelled to share with her my story with her....
Remember, I was only intending on staying at the gym 30mins or less, because I wasn't finsh studying for the night..Well, as I began to share my story and how I was faced with many obstacles and challenges, something came over me and I could not stop talking. I shared story after story....triumph after triumph. I felt compelled to let her see the endless possibilities that still lie ahead for her...because GOD's Promises are a SURE THING...no matter what it looks like there is an answer and HE will make a way. I began to encourage her to seek GOD's counsel and when HE SPEAKS...let that PEACE rest and move in the direction given. Although she has no earthly idea of what corner to turn....I know GOD will show her the way she should go without a doubt.
When there are times in your life and the road appears to be dark or if your plans feel like they are falling apart at the seams..rest assure that there is a way....GOD has already made away of escape for you. He has not forsaken you. And if you keep on believing, your time will come and the dream will mainifest.
I know a lot of times my blog spots may seem a bit overly optimistic, but the truth of the matter is, this is the FAITH that I have in MY GOD...this is the FAITH that overcomes the WORLD, even when it's the darkest, I must stand on HIS WORD and BELIEVE...All I need is faith the size of a grain of a mustard seed according to Luke 17:6 and I can speak to mullbery tree (any obstacle in my way) and tell it to be removed and cast into the sea and it WILL OBEY ME. (A mullberry trees can grow up to 49ft tall, and sometimes challenges of life seem even taller. BUT, I believe HIS WORD. I read a commentary that said the mustard seed parable is telling us that if we take hold of the Kingdom of GOD, it will take root and grow and let it change us from the inside out. We will be able to accomplish anything by the POWER of GOD formed within us. I like that....received that NOW for yourself!) I know and ALL THINGS ARE WORKING FOR MY GOOD....even things that I can not see...
Believe in yourself. Believe in your destiny. Most importantly Believe in YOUR GOD. The Creator of the Universe.
This is YOUR DIVINE APPOINTMENT.....
Now, GO LIVE YOUR DREAM....
Sunday, January 8, 2012
A NEW Year...
It's 2012, so many have set New Years resolutions, promising to eat right, work out more, find a new job, find love, etc, etc. I've never been a big resolutions person, but I must say, I have a few things on my list this year, but it wasnt due to the new year...but, a new semester. A semester that has to have some major changes in it.
I spent the last four month a hermit. Studying 12 to 15hrs per day...no outlets..no social life...and by the end of the semester....I was burnt out..I could barely open a book. I couldn't stay focused for more than two hrs at a time.....
So, here are my NEW SEMESTER RESOLUTIONS: I must get involved with a couple of campus clubs, I must workout three to four times per week, and most important get at least 5hrs of sleep per night. I have to find some balance...
So, as you begin your new year with your list in hand, drive and motivation at its highest...Know that all you've listed is possible to achieve. All you desire is possible to have. All you have looked forward to is within you. Make it happen ....THIS YEAR...Don't hide from your destiny...Embrace it....Enjoy it...You have the POWER.
THIS IS YOUR YEAR....LIVE LIFE...PURSUE YOUR DREAMS WITH PASSION AND DETERMINATION...
Now, GO LIVE THE LIFE YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE....
I spent the last four month a hermit. Studying 12 to 15hrs per day...no outlets..no social life...and by the end of the semester....I was burnt out..I could barely open a book. I couldn't stay focused for more than two hrs at a time.....
So, here are my NEW SEMESTER RESOLUTIONS: I must get involved with a couple of campus clubs, I must workout three to four times per week, and most important get at least 5hrs of sleep per night. I have to find some balance...
So, as you begin your new year with your list in hand, drive and motivation at its highest...Know that all you've listed is possible to achieve. All you desire is possible to have. All you have looked forward to is within you. Make it happen ....THIS YEAR...Don't hide from your destiny...Embrace it....Enjoy it...You have the POWER.
THIS IS YOUR YEAR....LIVE LIFE...PURSUE YOUR DREAMS WITH PASSION AND DETERMINATION...
Now, GO LIVE THE LIFE YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE....
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