No matter how much I desired to be in this space in time, I am so anxious to get this over and done with...I have successfully completed another semester of the most challenging task of my life..and now, It's time to put into action all the wonderful things I've learned of the past two years....But, for some reason, I would like time to stand still. Or I would love if there was a way to get out of taking this USMLE Step exam....Why do I feel this way? Why am I so anxious and nervous about this exam....? Could it be that I know on the other side of it is the key that unlocks my life's mysteries? Could it be that my time has come and I'm about to get everything that I have been blogging about? Could it be just false evidence appearing real? Well, whatever the reason, I feel like I do...There's one thing I know...I will overcome it and conqueror it...I will push through and get everything I've worked so hard for...I was born for this time and this space...I was destined to see this day!
So, no matter what I am feeling, if it is contrary to what I desire, I must push it out of my head and focus on what I want and where I want to go...I can do this...I will do this...I have everything working in my favor and all I have to do is to continue doing what I've been doing. Applying myself, preparing myself...and move forward...
From the beginning of this journey, I longed for this time. I could not wait to get through the class room time and the opportunity to get into the hospitals...Well, I'm here..and I am most anxious about this Step 1 exam....If only there was a way for me to get past this phase and on to the next. I'm here at the door..the door that allows me to cross over to my dream...and I'm stumbling.....So, I have to get a grip, because TIME is TICKING....I have until June 30th to take the exam....but, what a waste of time if I continue to linger..I could take this exam next month and have the whole summer off and enjoy myself...if I procrastinate til June 30th, I will only prolong the inevitable....
So, as time continues to tick for me...pray for me....I am so over this studying stuff...LOL...
Philippians 3:12-13
Press on Toward the Goal
12Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. 13Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead,…
Now, go live your dream!
